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Sunday, 18 March 2012 10:32

16th  March 2012

Doubt Formula
C  Poulter

Please note that my 'doubt' is concerned with whether all is well with the official Church of Scientology at the topmost management level.  Paragraph 6, below, shows my conclusion.   

Here I differentiate between the management thousands of miles away in America and the dedicated staff members, at St Hill and throughout the UK, and no doubt the rest of the world, who are literally slaving away to fulfil the aims and intentions of LRH.

It pains me to think that some will consider me some sort of traitor, the only reply is that should they look at the reports and claims that I have seen, and should they apply the LRH principle of LOOK (at the facts and results) and DONT LISTEN (to the bull and PR) then they may also come to the same conclusion.

In any event there is just one fact that I know well, and have known since the day that LRH stood before me and bid me remember just one word  “Scientology”.  That fact is that when standard tech Scientology is offered to the public, even if done in a slightly bumbling but good hearted manner, the public flock to learn more and the activity expands.

Conversely, when it does not expand it is because someone/s (not a something) is working to inhibit it. No other reason.  

Just who is preventing Scientology from producing the miracles that it can, and has, and therefore expanding in the manner that it should is not a secret but it does require that one should LOOK, NOT LISTEN

AOSHUK  has been my only ‘family’ for the past twenty-one years  (Scientology my faith for 39 years).  To put myself in a position where some staff at St Hill will declare me persona non grata has not been, and is not, easy.

However it has finally sunk into my thick skull that trying to handle the situation by remaining ‘inside’ is not going to work, there are some dedicated Scientologists at St Hill UK but they are restrained/constrained and/or down right suppressed by those higher up, therefore I will follow the written advice of LRH (this is a paraphrase) when he said that if no one in an org was listening then go outside to a phone box and call an higher org.  

In this instance the ‘higher org’, and incidentally the ultimate authority of Scientology, are the true members in the outer world.

There is much, much more that I wish to say but it will have to wait.  Before you judge me too harshly please look and see if you can see, what I, and many others, can see.

Yours sincerely,
Colin (Charlie) Poulter

1.  The avowed intention of the 'independent' group, and the apparent activities of it, are to reveal the outpoints and anti-Scientology activities of the senior management and thus restore Scientology to the correct aims and intentions as stated by LRH.

2.  The only statistics of that group, which are obvious, are the increasing 'membership'  (number of experienced and trained Scientologists declaring allegiance to that group.)  and number of revelations of altered tech and illegal abuses committed by Miscavige and/or others at senior management level.  

Here I am only considering those allegations sworn upon oath and the self evident alter-is of L technology. Some examples, allegations of abuse by Mr Miscavige and others, sworn in court and under oath and the alter-is of Axiom 3 and HCO PL  9 Jul 80, Ethics justice and the Dynamics also The Code of a Scientologist as in the new HQS course pack.

3. This group should be helped in that it will ensure that Scientology as written by LRH is, and remains, as original and standard.  Also, by its actions it will either prove or disprove the allegations against Mr Miscavige and thus end cycle on any and all enturbulation connected to such.

4. Myself and 'my group' could be one and the same i.e. all orgs of St Hill UK  (and by extrapolation, all 'on source'  'on policy'  Scientologists worldwide.)   For the past twenty one years St Hill has been my only 'family' and therefore I did not enter into this doubt easily and lightly.

The dedicated staff  at St Hill, world wide, and myself, have the same intentions and objectives, in short, to follow the standard technology as laid down by LRH in order to 'clear the planet'.

5. The precise statistics of St Hill, and world wide, are not available to the public, other than those announced at events and as those are not specific as to dates and numbers they cannot be highly regarded.  Incidentally, such statistics being broadcast as a generality is a very bad indicator indeed.

The only certain statistics are those which are observable.   Those which can be observed show that the number of public at St Hill has become, during these past five years at least,  less.

Statistics compiled by British and American government and non-government agencies show that the numbers of Scientologists in these two countries are not expanding.

There is one statistic that is increasing and that is the number of litigations being instigated by Mr Miscavige/senior management.  That is stated as fact not for any other reason.

All claims and statistics are verifiable.

6.The above facts and statistics being so; I hereby announce my intention to befriend the group of independent Scientologists that remain loyal to, and abide by, the policies and directions of LRH.

7. I will assist this group just as long as it carries out the aims and intentions of LRH and no longer.

Colin (Charlie) Poulter



# Ronnie Bell 2012-03-19 15:28
Hi Charlie,

Thank you for posting your personal observations and your Doubt Formula for the world to see. Every time that a dedicated Scientologist takes the responsibility to speak the truth, it makes it easier for the next Scientologist to do the same.

As LRH once said, "truth is the only thing that can go through 16 inch armor plate." I consider every one of these knowledge reports/write-ups to be yet another truth bullet that is piercing the armor plate of lies, crimes, and pure evil, that has virtually destroyed our beloved church.

Well Done!
# CP 2012-03-20 08:42
Thank you Ronnie, you also wrote very well yourself !

And the whole truth is desperately needed just now.

# C.v.C 2012-03-20 14:30
Dear Charlie,
truth is needed to see. You wrote as Ronnie said you're observations down. This is important and will help to cut off out-policy and set on-policy.

As Lincoln said: "You can lie to men for some of the time. You can lie to some of these men for the rest of days. But you can never lie to everybody and everyone."
# CP 2012-03-22 04:02
Thank You CvC.
# Polymath 2012-03-23 07:19
Hi Charlie, it's your old Pro TR's twin here :)

Welcome out!
# CP 2012-03-29 04:55
My apologies, I have become used to using the term 'sirrah' in a light hearted manner and completely forgot that the formal term may be used for an inferior. That mistake was not intentional.

Please get in touch, it has been a long time and I do have faint recollections that you hinted to me that all was not well when doing the Pro TR's.

In any event it was good to hear from you.

# CP 2012-03-26 15:24
Well I'll be curdled, identify yourself sirrah !
Its been a long time . . .
# Anna Schultz 2012-03-30 12:30
Hello Charlie,
can´t tell you how happy I am to see someone here from St.Hill. Just thought scanning through the Indie List that there are not much from St. Hill. I agree, so many dedicated staff and I can´t see how they would come out of the Miscavige trap.
I´m sure we have seen at St. Hill and I hope we could meet not to far away in EG with more people out. Big, big hug .
# CP 2012-03-31 02:44
Hello Anna,
It will be a pleasure to make your acquaintance, again ? I do not live near to St Hill but please text yoour email address to mobile 07435 247 402.

# Class IV Auditor 2012-04-24 22:58
Thank you!

Your announcement is an insiparion for me. I have not officially “come out” yet, but I am currently in the process of navigating the minefield that is presented to any Scientologist that embarks upon this path.

May the truth set us all free!
# CP 2012-05-01 14:16
My apologies for this late reply, and thank you for your kind words.

My original 'doubt' formula was short and to the point, and I am not much given to rhetoric.

However since that time I have learn't so much more that my anger is barely controlled, in spite of the fact that there still remains a tiny hope that the existing C of S can be corrected and kept afloat.

Just now I would refer you to the words of LRH, when he said to not believe him but to look for yourself and try it and only then, if it is true for you . . .

Should you wish any communication please feel free to call on 07435 247 402.

# John Duignan 2012-08-26 05:36
Hello Charlie,

Great to see you out of that madness.

Would bang me off an email if you get a chance? I would love to catch up, been a long time sirrah!



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