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Before you take a single counseling (auditing) session in Scientology Inc you sign a large sheaf of documents.
You do not get a copy of what you signed. More than the likely the Church is too embarrassed to let you have a copy and is fearful (with their craving for good "PR") that these documents will get posted on the Internet.
Jeffrey Augustine explains more...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooBM3bmw_uE